RIGHT, I HOPE I DIDNT HEAR IT WRONGLY.
My dad just stared at my MYE results and said,
*holds breath*
"SO LOUSY."
And he said he didn't wanna sign it.
That fucking bastard.
Go ahead, say i'm heartless for cursing my dad.
But i had a very fucked up day okay.
Problems with fucked up friends and homework.
Oh and btw, today is Be Yourself Day.
Not COMMENT-ON-MY-FASHION/COLOUR-SENSE DAY.
STFU MAN.
I don't give a fucking damn about what you few people say about my outfit.
And if reading this gets you heated, then by all means, DONT READ.
AND DON'T BE AN ANGEL AND TELL ME NOT TO USE VULGARITIES.
I'LL GRAB YOUR HALO AND CRUSH IT INTO PIECES.
Right, back to the topic on my dad.
Its like, what the hell?
I SHALL SMACK THE EXACT SAME EXAM QUESTIONS ON HIS FACE, TURN HIM BACK INTO A 13 YEAR OLD, AND SEE HOW HE ATTEMPTS THEM.
Its not easy okay!
So what if he was top student.
BAH!
In MALAYSIA!
I'm not trying to be snobbish.
But compare the standard.
GET REAL MAN!
Its not as if i failed any subjects okay!
I mean, if i did, then its totally fine with me if you say my results are bad.
BUT YOUR EYES PASTE STAMP AH?!
KNN!
OPEN YOUR EYES WIDE NOW!
THERE WERE SOME A1s ON THE SCRIPT OKAY!
AND MY LEVEL POSITION IS NOT THAT LOW ALRIGHT.
I don't understand you at all man.
COME ON LAH!
You want me to be in the top ten?!
YOU EARN A MILLION BUCKS FOR ME FIRST LAH!
I don't see you being a very good example in your career either.
I'm not trying to be hao lian or whatever.
But i don't seem to get better treatment compared to those who did lousier than me.
In fact, i get nothing but shit from you!
I REALLY WANNA SAY THIS.
YOU ARE AN UNSUPPORTIVE FATHER.
When was the last time you encouraged me?
Or cheered me on?
When was the last time you showed interest in something i did?
And when i once in a blue moon ask for something special,
You buy it for me.
But after that you start grumbling on how much fault i have.
Just because you spent that sum of money on me.
Hello?!
The amount you spent on me is not even equavilent to how much mummy spends on family every week.
And it was a birthday present that you PROMISED to get for me.
And i can tell all of you guys that i am not demanding AT ALL.
He hardly touches his wallet.
Don't know where he spend his money.
And my mum gets ALL THE BURDEN.
Oh and btw, I NEVER get a cent of pocket money from my father.
I SAVE UP FOR MOST OF MY STUFF OKAY.
I know there are people who keep saying that i "qiao" my parent's money.
BUT STUFF LIKE MY CRUMPLER, GUITAR AND HANDPHONE,
I SAVED UP FOR THEM OKAY.
AND ITS NOT EASY DOING THAT OKAY.
IMAGINE SOME DAYS STRUGGLING ON 5 BUCKS EVERYDAY FOR 3 MEALS.
IT IS DIFFICULT.
Oh and the worst thing that he ever said was that i'm a proud councillor, thats why i don't have many friends.
FUCK YOU MAN.
YOU HURT ME SO BADLY.
YOU'RE THE LAST PERSON THAT I WANNA HEAR THAT STATEMENT FROM.
HOW COULD YOU BLURT OUT SUCH STUFF?!
YOU DON'T DESERVE MY RESPECT AT ALL.
IF YOU DON'T WANT SUCH A, like you said, LOUSY DAUGHTER,
THEN THROW ME IN FOR ADOPTION LAH!
I RATHER LIVE WITH STRANGERS THAN BEAR WITH YOUR NONSENSE.
I DETEST YOU TOTALLY, LOSER.
